Rewrite

I just feel like writing right now, nothing in particular. Had plans to blog a semi-cryptic entry but the feeling has left me. The music is relaxing and I've just realized that I'd like to link a song to this blog. It has no words and it's not irritating, so I'm sure it'd be a good addition, an enjoyable thing.

The starry song is playing.

I'm going to have my very first hours of paid-working time tomorrow, during the dinner crowd. Pizza Hut is, restrospectively, a better working place than Subway. Waiting isn't quite as easy as I'd thought it would be.. Then again I was just looking for any job to fill time and my wallet, so I did not consider the full ramifications of becoming a waiter. Nonetheless, if nothing shocking and tragic happens throughout my time here, I have something in mind that should make my time there enjoyable.

I didn't go to church again. I realize I feel somewhat out of place there now, moreso than before. I like the sermon of the normal service, but honestly the slow pace is something that requires enduring. I like the pace of the youth service, but I wish there was a substantial speaker. I hope the girl with the cool, raspy low voice sings more often. That's superficial though, I guess.

Had a lot on my mind last night. Not the most wonderful thoughts, they've been festering for awhile now. Now I'm gambling to shake them off. It is possible that what goes around does come around.

Until a couple of days ago, I was not aware of the existence of Indian Communists. The idea seems so foreign, I wonder if there actually are many countries with Communist factions. Reminds me of Debate. Would very much like to go and help out, but it seems as if I should go brush up on everything I know if I want to be anything more than a hindrance.

I enjoy the starry sounds...

Have to find some time to collect my money from CJC.

Talk can be empty. A good amount of mine may be. I wonder now, how I shall fill it up. Maybe I've been trying to drown out a silence with a great volume of words, and maybe I forgot to know when to shut up..

I think i feel better now.